When my boyfriend’s wife humiliated me by saying that I was a shameless bimbo he copulated at the club, my joy at being pregnant turned to intense shame and anger Novel – “Really. So tell me are you still married to her?” My anger pouring off of me. Toni turns his head and looks at his wife. Shakes his head yes.
I scoff. “You lied to me and turned me into a club bibmo! I hate you! Hope you and your wife live a very happy life together!” I go to walk away but Toni rushes after me and tries to stop me.
“No, please…” Whipping around I slap him hard a crossed the face. Screaming at the top of my lungs I yell. “Don’t touch me ever again! We are done! You will never see our child again!”
HAYLEE
An hour later we are all settled in our hotel rooms, changed, did a little messing around while we waited for Monica and Tank to get ready and now waiting in line to get seated for dinner. I am wearing a short strapless black sequined dress with killer black 3 inch heels.
Toni said I look like the grim reaper tonight because I am going to get him killed wearing like that. I know that was his nice way of saying my outfit is too hot in his eyes but I stood my ground and wore it. Honestly I did it for two reasons.
One I wanted him to remember how hot I am and two soon I won’t be able to wear clothes like this. To me it’s not really hot with a big butt belly full of baby in tight dresses like this. So for now what Toni wants don’t matter. I am what matters. Soon we are all seated at a table, laughing and just having fun.
Toni offered to get me some wine but I turned him down. Both Monica and Tank looked at me with worry. I am sure wondering how I would get out of this without making it look obvious. I never turn down Toni when he offers to get me a drink.
It is just something he does even with me being underage. But I give a little white lie that I know he will buy for now. “Sorry Toni but I can’t. Doc said no alcohol with my meds.” He just shakes his head in understanding and left it at that. After dinner we all head to the night club attached to the restaurant.
Toni has me out on the dance floor wrapped in his arms swaying to the music. Everything feels so good and so right. I don’t know why but right now I feel like I want to share my news with him. He loves me so much. I can see it in his actions and the way he watches me.
Maybe Tank is right. Maybe if it is real and in front of his face he will have a different outlook on everything. Maybe he will want our little bundle of joy and stay with me. I know this may not be the most fantastic time but I hate keeping it from him. And honestly all this back and forth wondering if he will leave me or stay is starting to drive me crazy.