Finding Love With A Biker At Christmas Novel – Jesus please forgive me for I have not yet sinned but I plan to and worst of all, I fear that I’ll enjoy sinning more than I should and I’ll take great pleasure in it so that I can get revenge on those who have dared to betray me.
You see lord, I made a really stupid decision when I was just a dumbass eighteen-year-old kid and I did so because I thought that I had found the love of my life, my other half, my soul mate but I was wrong and now I plan to rectify the mistake that I made seven years ago.
I just hope that you can forgive me my dear lord and you don’t hold what I have to do against me because even you know that I’ve been through enough with this jackass. I’ve always known my husband Tristan was a first-class jerk with a bad temper from the moment I first met him, in fact, I was warned by my father and older brother Brandon to stay away from him because they knew he was bad news from the very start but my stubborn, hot-headed ass wouldn’t listen to them. Now look at me.
Looking back now, I really wish that I had listened to them, maybe if I had then I wouldn’t have been forced to live through seven years of pure torture at the hands of the very man I loved and who I thought loved me. Lately, I’ve been looking for a way to escape my abusive marriage but I didn’t know how and this thought pissed me off more than anything because I’m a very strong woman physically and I used to be strong mentally as well but years of being abused in every possible way by Tristan has f****d me up and left me the one thing I had never been which is vulnerable.
I had tried many ways to escape this torturous life including just simply filing for divorce but this plan backfired and resulted in me receiving a broken nose and wrist as well as several broken ribs amongst other injuries after Tristan found out and attacked me.
I was starting to think that maybe there wasn’t a way out for me except for death but then seven months ago, I was finally given an out thanks to the wife of one of Tristan’s business associates who had sent me a text message with a picture of my cheating, scumbag husband making out with my older sister Brandy on a beach while he was supposedly away on a business trip in the Bahamas.