Fifty Shades of Cheating Novel – Ana POV I fell in love with Christian Grey, and even with all our hardships and misunderstandings, we married promising forever. It’s been almost 2 years of what I thought was a happy marriage, but somewhere along the way something changed. Christian isn’t home as often, staying ‘at work’ more and more. Taylor is avoiding eye contact, I think he knows what is going on, but is being told not to say. I go to Grey Publishing, which Christian gifted me after we married. I am looking over editor submissions, when I hear a couple of workers gossiping “I saw Christian Grey at the Mile High club with a beautiful woman. She was wearing an expensive designer dress, looking like she was enjoying her companion.
He looked totally enamored with her. I wonder if Ana knows about this woman”? I shutter inside, as the workers continue down the hallway. I look up a private detective to follow my husband and this ‘woman’ he is having meals with. But I have to say hearing the words hurts me to no end. I decide to call Christian to see if we could actually have a meal together for a change. “Grey”. “Christian I was wondering if it possible for us to have dinner this evening? It’s been a little while since I’ve had the pleasure of your company”. He sighs “I’m not sure Ana, work here is piling up, problems with accounts. I’ll try to get there but no promises”. I sigh “How about I bring dinner to you? We can eat, you can work and we can spend time together”? He grunts “I don’t think that’s a good idea. I don’t need the added distraction. We’ll see about spending time together this weekend”.
“Sure if that’s what’s best. I love…” as I start to say I love you he disconnects. I notice that the close to quitting time, I gather my stuff and take a taxi to outside of GEH. I plan to see if he actually stays late or leaves with this woman. I get outside of GEH, paying the cab driver to park where I can see the door but not be seen. I see Christian leave the building just after I get there. He’s alone but I’m curious where he goes. I ask the driver to follow him without being seen. Christian is driving himself today and we follow him to a hotel, where I see him get a bag from his trunk and see a woman walk over to him, touching his shoulder and him smiling at her. She bows her head in a submissive pose, and he nods and caresses her cheek. They enter the hotel and my heart is breaking. I tell the driver to take me home and try to control the tears as they fall. I make it home, Gail calling to me stating dinner was ready but I just ignore her. I crawl into bed and just let myself cry over my broken heart.
Why is he doing this? What haven’t I done, what don’t I do? I am willing to try many things, just not the extreme punishment and he knows this. I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong. Christian POV I just got off the phone with my wife and I know I’ve cut her off, saying I love you. I love Ana and always will, but I’m not in love with her anymore. Unfortunately her fears about not being enough are coming true. Over the last 2 years, the need for submission, to punish and dominate has become overwhelming. Ana is willing to do most kinky fuckery there is except the punishment. Work isn’t going well, Ana is wanting to be around me more, the family is wanting us to spend more time. It’s all piling up on me and I need release.
An intern that was hired into the company is part of the life. I took notice of her behavior and mannerisms and it intrigued me. I started spending time with her, asking her to lunch just casual. Then about 6 months ago, I offered her a contract to be my submissive. She is a dominants dream. She is submissive and responsive. Doesn’t cling to me knows I’m married and that this is just this, an arrangement for mutual benefit. I’ve set up a bag of toys and such that I keep in my trunk, Taylor doesn’t approve of any of this but he keeps it to himself. I’ve started driving myself on the days I meet up with Leilani. I feel horrible for doing this to Ana, not talking to her about my needs and desires but I still want her with me but also to have my submissive as well. Leilani knows the rules about touching, only my Ana can touch me, it bothers her but that is something that will never change. I’ve broken a rule though and taken her to dinner in public. She comes from wealth and works for a rush, she doesn’t receive gifts from me. I took her to my club, the Mile High club, and found her engaging.
I could never see myself with her permanently but she is a nice amusement for now until I talk to Ana. Leilani meets me at the usual hotel, the Fair Monte Olympic and touches my shoulder. She lowers her head, submitting to me and I reward her by caressing her cheek. We enter the hotel, as we do I see a taxi parked across the street parked there longer than necessary. I’m wondering who it could be, but shake it off for now and try to enjoy the evening. I leave the hotel about 9:30 which is early for me, but the conversation with Ana earlier was haunting me. I realize I haven’t spent much time with Ana lately and it hasn’t bothered me as much as I would have thought. I make it home and see Gail cleaning the kitchen. “Mr Grey there are leftovers of dinner in the refrigerator if your interested”. I nod “Where is Mrs Grey”? “She came home shortly after work and went straight to bed. Haven’t seen her since she got home”. I frown “She didn’t eat at all that you know of”? She shakes her head “Not that I know of sir”. I nod and go to the room. I see Ana curled into herself, making herself as small as possible. She is sleeping, I’m assuming, still dressed in the clothes she wore to work.
I move to cover her and she jerks away, and I am stunned by this. I go to touch her face and again she jerks away from me. She mutters in her sleep “Don’t touch me with your dirty hands…I’m never enough”. I take a step back and shudder at this. Does she suspect? Does she know? The next day I wake up and see the bed is empty and notice the time is 6:30 in the morning. I take a moment and listen for the shower and don’t hear it. I get up, going to the closet and notice the clothing Ana wore yesterday in her dirty clothes. So I go to the living room and look to see if she’s eating breakfast and nothing. She isn’t there, I go to her library, and she isn’t there either. I see Gail in the kitchen “Mrs Jones have you seen Ana? I haven’t seen her all morning”. “I understand she left about 30 minutes ago to work”. I relook at the clock and see its almost 6:40 in the morning. “Since when does she leave this early for work”? “I didn’t ask sir, just relaying her whereabouts”.
I nod and go in search of Taylor. I find him in his office “Taylor who went with Mrs Grey this morning to work”? He looks at me strangely “I wasn’t aware she’d left for work. I assumed she would leave at 8 like usual”. “Track her car then see where she is”. He sighs but does as asked. “It’s in the garage Mr Grey”. I’m getting angry now “Her cellphone then”. He tracks the cell “Its turned off Mr Grey”. “Check Grey Publishing security cameras”. Taylor goes to the computer “The alarm system is still armed sir. No one is there yet”. I nod and leave the office. Where could she be? I go to do my morning routine and need to figure out where my wife is. Ana POV I wake up and see Christian sleeping besides me and I see it’s just after 5:30 am. I can’t sleep, so I quietly leave the bed and go through my morning routine. I go to the kitchen and make some tea before leaving, having called an Uber for the day. Gail caught me before I left and I told her I was going into work. In all honesty I am meeting with my private detective to get that started. We start off with the basics but as we continue the conversation I start getting a sour feeling and cancel the entire thing. I’m pretty sure he’s cheating on me but I don’t know what to do about it.
I look at my watch and see its only 8 am. I stay in the coffee shop until after 9 hoping Christian has gone to work by now. I set the Uber to come back and drop me off at home. Give me time to figure out what my plans are for the future. Christian POV After searching the house and checking all viable ways of tracking Ana, I leave the house just after 8 am going to her office before GEH. Not knowing where she is, is concerning to me. I still care about Ana, I always will. But all this has me thinking if Ana is truly my forever. Was my assessment before I met her right that marriage and family weren’t for me? How I don’t do relationships? Leilani doesn’t require more of me than just what the moment offers. Maybe I mislead her thinking I could change, be something I’m not. I make it to Grey Publishing and see the manager opening the offices “Has Mrs Grey come into the office yet”? He sighs “No actually received an email that she wouldn’t be in today. Had a business meeting that would take most of the day”. “I see so you don’t expect her until tomorrow”?
“Yes tomorrow morning we have an editors meeting about new authors”. I nod and leave the building. I head over to GEH and try to get work done before concerning myself with wayward wife. The end of the day and I decide to just go home, Leilani isn’t too happy but knows better than to argue with me. The perfect submissive. I arrive at Escala looking towards the table to see if Ana is there. Gail’s in the kitchen cleaning up. “Is Ana here Mrs Jones”? “Yes sir has been since late this morning. She’s been in her library all day”. I nod and go to my room. Knowing she’s here and fine makes me want to continue with my plans but might be better just to spend a little time at home for a change. I take off my tie and coat before going to the library. I knock waiting for a response, hearing none I enter the room. I see Ana on her laptop working away, listening to her iPod not hearing anything going on. I walk over to her desk and touch her hand, seeing her jump in shock.
“Christian it’s called knocking. Last I checked this was my library”. I note the coolness in her tone. “I knocked Anastasia you just didn’t hear me. Where were you this morning”? “I had some business to take care of”. “What kind of business”? She sighs “The kind that is mine Christian. I don’t ask you for every detail of every meeting you have in or out of the office. Since your there 90% of the time anyways…working I mean”. I look at her “What are you implying Anastasia”? She shrugs “I’m not implying anything Christian. I’m going by what I’ve been told. You work over time because work is piling up. So please respect my privacy as I have yours”. “Ana is there something you want to say to me? Just say is just ask it. I don’t have time for games”.
She looks at me stunned. And POV I look at Christian with disbelief “You don’t have time for games, OK then Christian. How long”? He looks at me “How long what Ana? Be more specific”? I sigh “How long have you been sleeping that submissive bimbo you took to the hotel yesterday”? He looks at me shocked “What are you talking about? I was working”. I scoff “Yeah working your manhood and whip on her hip. I saw you, I followed you yesterday”. “So you didn’t trust me”. “Should I have, you have a submissive and sleeping her on a regular. You think I haven’t been thinking this was going on? I just finally got tired of denying it. Do you love me still”? He sighs “I will always love you Ana, but us being together is a lot”. I sigh “So if I said it was me or her…”. “I would choose her Ana. Life is less complicated with her. I still love you…I just need the Dom and she can give me what I need there, the punishment the roughness. I’ve tried Ana and it’s my fault. I went against what I knew I was capable of because I love you, I was so in love with you I deluded myself into thinking I didn’t need the control or the Dom. It’s on me”. I control the tears “So what now Christian? Where do we go from here”?
“I’m thinking that we divorce. It’s not your fault, I was unfaithful. The Publishing house is your obviously, all your possessions and gifts are yours. Your car and a settlement of $20 million dollars. I still love you, will always love you, I just need to be me, be the Dom”. “Is this in writing yet Christian”? He shakes his head “I will have it by the end of the week”. I nod “I’ll start packing then and just take the books I’ve purchased or brought with me as well”. He sighs “Take what you’d like…you enjoy them more than I do”. I shake my head “I’ve never been the greedy type. I’ll take what belongs to me”. He nods and leaves the room. He turns before he leaves “Ana I wanted to ask…if we could have a proper goodbye. I have slept with the submissive, but never bare. I’m still clean and I know your true and wouldn’t cheat unlike me. I just wanted a good memory to leave on”. I look at Christian “It may make me pathetic but yes, I need something good to come from all of this”. Christian and I go into our room, him turning to me and pecking me with such passion.
I respond it had been a while since we’ve been together like this, he had his bimbo. As we peck I feel my blouse being ripped open my bra destroyed in the process. “Such amazing boobs”. He takes a papilla into his mouth biting gently as my hands weave into his hair. As he continues to torture my papilla, my panties become increasingly wet, so I rip open his shirt. He stops at this and I touch his chest for the last time. “Your still the only one to touch me love”. I nod and peck his chest, running my nails over his boobs. He groans as my skirt becomes a casualty as well. I’m laid on the bed, hands roaming into my panties feeling the moisture there for him. “Always so ready for me love. Always wanting me”. I moan as he slips 2 fingers inside me, pumping me making me squirm. I beg “Please Christian” and I hear his belt and pants hit the floor. “You want me inside you baby”? I moan “Please Christian”. He rubs his manhood over my folds teasing me, before ramming me with his manhood. My back arches off the bed, feeling complete for the last time. “Still so tight Ana”. He begins to move within me, me finding his rhythm, rubbing my cherry pinching my papilla making me lose control.
“Come for me baby. Come on my hard manhood Ana”. I release and feel him release inside me. He rests his forehead against mine “That’s still so amazing”. I nod and Christian curls up behind me. As we lay there, I begin to accept that I am truly not enough, as I feel his manhood hardens against my hip. “Ana I hope you don’t plan on sleeping cause I plan on having intercourse with you till you can’t walk for a week”. I sigh as I feel him fill me from behind. I plan to enjoy this as long as I had it. Over the next few days I begin to go through my belongings, deciding what to take, what to leave. As I’m doing this I see Gail come into the room. “Ana do you need help cleaning out your closet”? I sighed “Christian hasn’t talked to you”? She shakes her head. “He has taken a submissive almost a year ago. Being in this relationship is too much for him, so he’s divorcing me”. “Ana your kidding”? I look at her with tears in my eyes “No Gail it’s the truth. I can’t be what he needs, his words.
I’ll get over it eventually, but I’m dying inside”. “Do you know what you wanna take”? “I don’t want to take anything but that’s illogical so probably everything”. “I’ll call a moving company to pack it up and move it out. When do you leave”? I sigh “I’m planning after I sign the papers”. Gail asks “Do you have somewhere to go”? I shake my head “I don’t want to go back home, too much shame and I can’t ask Grace or Carrick for help”. “I have a place in Denver Colorado. I’ve been trying to sell it but no one wants a 3 bedroom 2 bath house not remodeled all the original fixtures”. “How much you asking”? “The list price is 75,000”. I look at her in shock. “Your serious, no one has made an offer”? “No they try and low ball me, and since I don’t need the money I can be picky”. “I’ll take it, as long as you don’t tell him where I’m going”. She nods “That would be for you Ana. We can pack your necessaries and I’ll have the larger items shipped”. “Thank you Gail, your a true friend”. She hugs me “I just can’t believe he’s doing this. I thought he changed”. I sigh “I think if I hadn’t of confronted him, he would have kept us both, and I just can’t live like that”. Gail nods and helps me pack my clothes into boxes that will be shipped, and pack my suitcases of what I’m taking with me. Doing this is surreal and painful.
“Ana I will have Taylor bring your jewelry to you, so it’s secure and you won’t get robbed”. “Gail truly it’s fine, I’ll have a safe in the car, I’ll be perfectly safe”. She scoffs “This isn’t for discussion I want you completely safe, and Taylor will not say anything to him about your location”. I nod “Actually I need to talk to him anyways”. “Why Ana”? “I can’t drive all the way there in the Saab. I need a sturdy vehicle where I’m going to be anyways”. She nods at this. “I’ll mention this to Taylor, he’ll do what’s needed. He’s gonna miss you Ana”. “I know, I’ll email and try my best to keep in touch. I’m gonna miss you guys too”. Finishing with my closet Gail has finished my dresser and bathroom stuff. It’s amazing how your life seems surreal when it’s all packed up in boxes. As I put my laptop and everyday electronics in my backpack Christian calls out to me. I zip it up and go towards him. I see Carrick with him, looking forlorn and sad. “Ana I had dad draw up the papers we had discussed earlier in the week”. I nod and walk over to the table. “Everything as we discussed”? Carrick interjects “I actually added to the agreement, as my philandering son ruined the best thing he ever had for pleasure. I can’t believe this”.
I walk over to Carrick, “I can’t either, I was just as shocked. But it’s what he wants, I can’t fight for something I want alone”. Carrick nods and I look over the agreement. Everything just as we discussed except it looks like he strong armed Christian into giving me more money. I’m not happy about it, but fighting it is too much. “How long after the papers are filed until I am single again”? I look at Carrick “Since the marriage is under 5 years and uncontested, I can have it within 2 months”. I nod taking the pen signing away my love, my marriage and my life. Christian signs after me and Carrick takes the papers. Christian states “Everything is in order, so I’m going back to work. Ana I won’t be back tonight, I’ll see you sometime tomorrow”. I nod as he leaves the apartment. Carrick stares after him in disbelief. Ana POV Carrick asks “Has it been like this for a while”? “More so since I called him out about it, I think if I hadn’t he would have had us both”. He shakes his head in disgust. I turn to him “Can I invoke attorney client privilege and have you help me with a few things”? “Of course Ana, you will always be like my daughter”. I nod and we go to my library. Walking in the room is almost empty of my things, Gail having them moved so the movers have an easier time loading it all up. “Man this room is empty Ana”.
I nod “Yeah I took some books that he had I loved. He said I could, wasn’t going to but I couldn’t bear to leave them. So Carrick I need your help selling the Publishing house, without Christian knowing. I’m not staying in Seattle, nothing here for me anymore. I don’t want Christian purchasing it or anything like that”. “Where are you settling”? I sigh “Gail is selling me her house in Denver Colorado. From there, I’ll look into starting a company or something. I have the revenue to do this”. Carrick studies me “Are you planning on going back to Steele”? “Yes I am no matter whether I kept Grey or changed back he’ll find me no matter what”. “Here’s what I suggest, move it to Colorado. I’ll start looking for property out there, making the arrangements for it to be moved and changing names. Let me know what you want it under, and I’ll make sure no one knows it was formerly Grey Publishing”. I sigh “We can do this? I just need a fresh start”. He nods “Yes we can and since the company is yours no matter what, he has no right to look into it. Once we get it moved, I’ll sell the building and wire the funds to you”.
I nod “That works, I need to see about moving everything out there. I need a fresh start and since I have the means to start somewhere else, why not”? Dad sighs “I’ll take care of bank accounts and such also. Change them and such. I wish he wasn’t being so selfish. We didn’t raise him this way”. I sigh “I know Carrick, I know. This was him before I came along, he just kept it discreet. He isn’t stating this to hurt me, he’s just done. But he made sure we had a proper goodbye before he went back to her”. “The family isn’t aware of any of this”. “Let’s keep it that way, Gail and Taylor are giving him enough problems he doesn’t need it from everyone. I will keep in contact, I don’t want to punish mom or yourself because of his actions. I just can’t be as close as I would like so I can avoid him”. Dad nods “I understand and Grace and I can come visit you, we have a house in that general area”. I nod at this “Ana I have hired Sawyer away from Christian to get you settled where ever you decided to go. I want you to get there safe and sound. If Christian wants him back that’s between them, at least you’ll be set up and secure”. I nod at this and wait because I know dad isn’t done yet “Are you going to continue to stay here now the papers are signed”? I ponder this now, “I’m going to try to leave tonight, Gail knows I’m good for the money, plus being around him hurts too much. Could you help me trade in the Saab and get a sturdier vehicle for the drive out there”. “Yeah let’s go” as we leave to go to the dealership so I can start on the road.
We head to the Dodge Jeep dealership, explaining what I’m looking for and what is needed. We are shown a few different models that could work, and I see a 2017 Dodge Durango Granite color with all the features as well as On Star. It’s ready to go today, felt real good driving, easy for me to handle. I turn to Carrick “So now I need to get the Saab sold or traded in”. He shakes his head. “Keep it in Bellevue for when you come back, if you truly after a while want to sell it, I will handle it for you”. I nod and Carrick drives it there, and I follow to bring him back to get his car. We get back to Escala and Carrick begins ordering Sawyer to load my car with my luggage and backpack so I can get on the road sooner than later. Sawyer has his belongings with him also, very minimal but he’s aware of the move and has no issue with it. Doesn’t take long to have it loaded and ready to go. Carrick walks to me “Take care on the road, call when you stop just so we know your OK. I know you’ll end up changing your number, just let me know the new one so I can handle your business issues here”. I nod and hug him, Carrick pecking the top of my head. “Gail will ship your items tomorrow via the movers I’ve arranged, they should be there just as you get there. Do you have cash on you Ana”? I nod too choked up to speak.
I get the keys to the penthouse and hand them to him. “Make sure those get back to Christian. I will stop on my way out and get a new phone, Christian is too much of a stalker for my tastes anymore. I’m going to have it be a Colorado number to get used to it. Please take care Carrick and tell Grace I love her and appreciate her making me feel like family”. He nods and opens the driver door for me. “I’ll let you know when everything should be changed in a day or so, I’ll email you with the new banking information”. “Thank you Carrick I can’t thank you enough”. “Nonsense I am your father in-law plus your attorney. This is part of what I do”. I nod and get into the car, I had already said my goodbyes to Gail and Taylor. I left a letter for Christian, he should realize I wouldn’t stay after the papers were signed or if he did he’s delusional. Sawyer looks at me and we head for the Sprint store then on the road to my new life.