Forever Again Novel – “Travis Ryan?” Gena repeated as the earth seemed to shift beneath her feet. It can’t be him. It’s just a coincidence. “He’s from here originally,” Kristen said over her shoulder, as she walked toward the house. That was no coincidence. It’s really him. My ex-husband wants to have his reception at my bed-and-breakfast? And his honeymoon?
Gena heard the crunch of tires on gravel and her gaze flew to the mantel clock. She wasn’t expecting anybody else—it had to be them. Oh my God, they’re early. After dropping the basket of fresh fruit next to the pastries on the sideboard, she reached up to pat the braid restraining her unruly mass of auburn hair. It would have to do because there was no time to brush it out now. On her way to the front door, she straightened the vase of lilac boughs and laid a pen across the open guest registry book. Butterflies tickled her stomach as she thought about how much this weekend meant to her and her daughter.
Kristen Sinclair, the top news anchor in Boston and something of a New England celebrity, was getting married and she was considering Gena’s bed-and-breakfast for her reception and honeymoon. That not only meant a lot of money, but some good publicity for the Riverside Inn, as well. With Mia’s growing collection of college catalogs staring her in the face, every little bit helped. So she and her daughter had spent the last ten days living and breathing according to their lists. To-do lists, to-buy lists. To-clean lists. Everything was perfect for Sinclair—party of two. By the time Gena stepped out onto the porch, Kristen Sinclair was standing in front of a silver Mercedes giving instructions to a person unseen behind the open trunk lid.
Gena recognized her immediately from television. She was tall, lithe, and had a flawlessly coiffed helmet of bottle-blonde hair. The clothes, which hung perfectly on her body, probably cost more than Gena’s entire wardrobe. She ignored the quick pang of envy and smiled. “Ms. Sinclair, welcome to the Riverside Inn,” she said, as she walked to the car and extended her hand. “I’m Gena Taylor.” They heard a muttered curse and what sounded like a head banging against the bottom of the trunk lid. Ms. Sinclair rolled her eyes in the direction of the car and shook Gena’s hand. “It’s nice to meet you. We left early to beat the traffic, and there really wasn‘t any. And if he ever gets his head out of the trunk, I’ll introduce you to my fiancé, Travis Ryan.” “Travis Ryan?” Gena repeated as the earth seemed to shift beneath her feet. It can’t be him.
It’s just a coincidence. “He’s from here originally,” Kristen said over her shoulder, as she walked toward the house. That was no coincidence. It’s really him. My ex-husband wants to have his reception at my bed-and-breakfast? And his honeymoon? Gena suddenly felt sick. She remembered feeling that way when she was staring at the pregnancy test, unable to believe it was positive. And then again during the nightmare of bitter, accusatory phone calls between their parents that had ended with a stunned boy and an emotionally wrecked girl standing in front of a Justice of the Peace, repeating vows they didn’t mean in toneless voices. And she had felt that way again when he walked out on her, convinced she was lying.
He thought she had lied about having his baby. So what am I going to do about Mia? Gena willed the violent trembling to stop and tried not to think about Mia. She was aware of Kristen admiring the porch of the two hundred-year-old farmhouse, with the handcrafted swing and the fragrant climbing roses, but her focus was entirely on the unseen man behind the car. For the first few years of Mia’s life she had been afraid he would find out about their baby. She thought he would come back and want to see his daughter—maybe even take her away. His parents had moved to Boston with him, but she thought they would stay in touch with old friends. She stayed close to home during her pregnancy, but there were a lot of people in town who knew that Mia was Travis’s daughter. But as the years passed and she never heard from him, she started to relax.
Now he was back. But she wasn’t a kid anymore. She could handle this. This was business . And it was business she couldn’t turn away. There was no possible way the Sinclair-Ryan reception could be held at the Riverside Inn now, but Kristen could still enjoy a relaxing weekend at a B-&-B she might love enough to recommend to her friends. If Travis just plays along. Gena was betting he hadn’t told his fiancée about her. They wouldn’t have gotten their license yet, so she might not even know she was becoming wife number two. And Gena wasn’t about to tell her. Hopefully Travis wouldn’t either. She would welcome him and put the ball firmly in his court. He could either take his fiancée and get back in the car, or stay and make the best of it. One foot in front of the other, she told herself as she moved around the Mercedes.
I can… The thought died the instant she laid eyes on Travis Ryan. For a second she was back in high school again and her stomach tightened just as it always had when she was brave enough to cast a glance in his direction. Time had etched its passing on his face, but the character lines framing his eyes and mouth only added to his rugged charm. His still impossibly thick golden hair showed no signs of receding, and his eyes were exactly the same brilliant blue she saw every time she looked at Mia. The years had given him a chiseled, confident look that was almost devastating. At that moment she was thankful for the trunk lid hiding them from Kristen’s view. She didn’t need a mirror to know that she looked pale and nervous. Far more nervous than having an important guest like Kristen Sinclair merited. Gena had to clear her throat before she could speak.
“Welcome to the Riverside Inn, Mr. Ryan.” He didn’t say anything for what felt like an eternity, and she actually wondered if he was just going to ignore her. It wouldn’t be the first time Travis Ryan had simply pretended she didn’t exist. He had done that from kindergarten right up until six weeks before they graduated. She had to admit her life had been a lot less complicated before that night. “Don’t ruin Kristen’s weekend,” he finally said in a voice that had deepened over the years. Careful to keep her tone neutral, Gena said, “There’s no reason for that to happen. I have minimal interaction with my guests as a rule.” “I hope you realize there’s no way in inferno I’m having my reception here now.” “I didn’t think you would. And I don’t really want to throw a party celebrating your second marriage anyway.” Travis leaned forward, his face a mask of tightly controlled anger. “Kristen might legally be my second wife, but she’s the first woman I’ve ever wanted to marry.”
That hurt. A lot. She hadn’t forced him to marry her. That had been their parents’ fault. Well, her parents mostly, but the wedding wouldn’t have taken place if the Ryans hadn’t thought it was the right thing to do. “I didn’t want—” “Travis? Ms. Taylor?” Gena could hear the crunch of Kristen’s heels on the gravel. “Is there a problem?” Gena didn’t look away from Travis’s stony gaze until he abruptly turned and began pulling designer suitcases out of the trunk. She turned and smiled convincingly—she hoped—at his fiancée. “No problem. I was just admiring your luggage, Ms. Sinclair.” The woman waved a dismissive hand at the expensive pieces. “Thank you. And please call me Kristen.” “Only if you’ll call me Gena. Would you like some coffee and pastries before I show you around? I always set out a late afternoon snack for my guests.”
“That sounds lovely. Not too much, though, or my personal trainer will shoot me.” A personal trainer? No doubt she had a personal shopper, too. Plus a personal assistant, and who knew what else? A personal masseuse, a personal back scrubber? That would be Travis’s job. The pang of jealousy she felt surprised Gena, and she didn’t like the feeling. She definitely needed to date more often. There was no way she would let herself lust after the man who had shattered her heart. Even if he wasn’t her ex-husband, being the unknowing father of her child was an insurmountable complication. She had to grab the railing when she tripped on the porch steps. Think about Mia later, she told herself firmly when she nearly tripped on the porch steps.
Gena led them through the formal parlor where they deposited the luggage at the foot of the front stairs, and into the dining room. After brief introductions to the other guests, Gena excused herself. “Make yourselves at home, and feel free to look around. I have to see to…something, and then I can take you to your suite.” Without waiting for a reply, Gena walked into the kitchen, and through the door marked PRIVATE and into their personal living area. It had barely closed behind her before she leaned back against the wood. This can’t be happening. She pressed her hands to her face, trying to cool the searing heat in her cheeks. How can I spend an entire weekend with him?
Gena exhaled deeply and walked back into the dining room. The other guests had taken some fruit and pastries and scattered to the porch or TV room, leaving Travis seated at the long harvest table while his fiancée examined the contents of the large glass-fronted hutch. “I love your collection of china,” Kristen said. “I’d love to collect things, too, but I don’t have the time to dust.” Gena doubted very much that Kristen Sinclair did her own dusting, but she refrained from saying so. “Would you like to see the suite now?” “Absolutely,” Travis said quickly, giving her the impression that he was uncomfortable being in the presence of both women at the same time. She led them to the addition she had put on a year after buying the Inn.
It was on the ground floor, away from the private residence and the other guest rooms, offering honeymooners a sense of secluded privacy. They walked into the small, charmingly country sitting room furnished with a sofa, chair, and two small tables. She showed them the TV and VCR hidden in one built-in cabinet, and the small refrigerator, microwave, and bar in another. Off to the left was the bathroom, large enough to accommodate the massive oval hot tub that sat in an alcove. This room had been the most costly improvement she made to the Inn, but it was a luxury that kept people coming back. The bedroom was in the back. Gena had refinished the cherry king-sized sleigh bed herself, and her mother had made the exquisite double wedding ring quilt draped over it. The room was romantic without being overly feminine, and it had always been Gena’s favorite. Seeing Travis standing in the middle of the hand-braided rug made her anxious to leave it, however.
Especially when Kristen sat on the edge and dragged him down beside her. “I just adore this room,” she said, squeezing his hand. Travis nodded, but didn’t say anything. He was probably waiting for her to leave before he started pointing out reasons why they shouldn’t hold their wedding reception here. “Breakfast is served in the dining room from eight until ten in the morning, but I stop making omelets at nine-thirty. I always have pastries and beverages in the dining room from three to four in the afternoon.” She had promised Mia she wouldn’t forget to mention the optional breakfast-in-bed service, but she didn’t think she could handle seeing Travis and his fiancée tussled from sleep—maybe even intercourse. She had to struggle to keep her voice from shaking. “There’s a basket of restaurant menus on the table in the sitting room, as well as a map of the town, which of course you don’t need since…” She broke off when Travis turned a startled glance her way.
“Ms. Sinclair—Kristen, I mean—told me you were from here originally.” “He is,” Kristen confirmed. “You guys look about the same age. Would you have gone to school together?” “I didn’t live here then,” Gena lied, blurting out the first thing that came to mind. The tension went out of Travis’s shoulders, and she cursed herself for covering for him. What did she care if he got in trouble with his fiancée? It would serve him right for not telling her the truth in the first place. Kristen stood and slipped off her shoes. “The car ride up gave me a bit of a headache and I need some quiet time. Travis is so good with practical details, but I’m not in the mood to watch him count electrical outlets. Would you mind showing him around while I lie down for a bit?” Would I mind? She’d rather walk across hot coals with a boa constrictor wrapped around her neck.
“Of course I don’t mind.” And she had her work cut out for her because Travis Ryan didn’t look the least bit eager to be shown around. He looked even less amused once they were alone in the dining room again. “I’ll find something to do on my own,” he said in a tight voice. “You’re the last person I need trying to amuse me.” Although it was hard, Gena managed to plaster a pleasant smile on her face. Hospitality was her business, and being rude was only going to make this situation worse. “Would you like to see the grounds?” she asked as politely as she could. He smirked and shook his head. “I can’t believe you can talk to me like nothing ever happened. Not after what you did. I know it’s been a long time, but you came this close to ruining my life.” Enough was enough . Politeness flew out the window in the face of his accusation.
She pointed her finger at him, her spark of anger surprising them both. “Don’t you think you’ve held that grudge long enough? I wasn’t the only guilty party, Travis.” “You are the only one who pretended to be pregnant to catch a husband you didn’t stand a snowball’s chance of getting otherwise.” “I didn’t…” Gena’s words trailed off when she realized there was no way to deny his charges without admitting they shared a daughter. If she told him she really was pregnant when he left, she’d have to tell him about Mia. So just tell him. The thought took her off guard, but she considered it for a moment. She could just look him in the eye and tell him he was a father. Maybe he did have a right to know, and he wasn’t the only one clinging to an old grudge. She couldn’t deny she was still angry about how he had treated her. It looked like it was time to face the music.