Grizz’s Girl Novel – It’s been a week since the biker of my love has contacted me. So, I go to his MC Club to find him. Walking inside, I focus on the man I ache to hate, slouched on the couch. His head’s tipped back and his eyes are closed. Adding insult to injury, one of the club bimbos is curled up beside him, pulling off his shaft from his pants. While his hand is rubbing her chest. So, while I’m nervous about finding out I’m pregnant with his child, here he’s fooling around with another woman. Rage wells up in my heart, I walk toward him, slap him hard, and leave. That jerk betrayed both of us while our baby dwelt in my womb. I will never forgive him, I swear. Me and my little one will make it. We are both strong.
Ella “Girl, I’m taking you to meet a man that is going to solve all of your problems. Darius’s father. He is a little gruff around the edges, but he has a big heart.” I’m scared as to what this man will think of me. I wonder if he even knows Destiny was born. Will he be mad he’s been kept from her. I’m hoping that he can help me out. We have to take Destiny with us since Grammy isn’t here. “We get into the car, and she drives us to the bar she works at. There are multiple bikes out here. We get out and Aunt Keke takes my hand while I take Destiny’s. She walks in as if she owns the place. Her head held high, like no one in this establishment will touch her. They won’t since she is a prized employee. We stop off at the bar to speak to the bartender. Destiny pulls away from me and runs to a set of doors like you would find in a saloon. I hear the bartender tell Aunt Keke they’re in the back. I’m following my daughter. I see her go right through the doors. I push the doors open and there’s a bunch of bikers sitting at a round table. My daughter is sitting on the table. “Mommy this is Santa Claus,” Destiny says.
The man looks up at me and his eyes remind me of someone. I can’t think of who. It dawns on me that his eyes are the same as my daughter’s. “Mister, can you laugh like Santa? Are you the real Santa?” He doesn’t have a chance to answer because Aunt Keke tells us who he is. “Grizz, I want you to meet Ella and Destiny. Destiny is your granddaughter.” Oh God, as I stare at the big Santa my body is buzzing with need. This is Darius’ father. Destiny’s grandfather. Please send the message to my private part that it’s too taboo to be leaking the way she is. I would have never thought my body would respond to his looks, or the fact that he is way older than me. He stares at me. His nostrils flare several times. No one says a word. I can’t imagine what he is thinking. Grizz We’ve been playing for about an hour when a little girl slides right under the door. She takes a quick sweep of us and sees me. She comes over and I scoop her up and put her on the table.
As I stare at her a young girl walks in. The little girl turns her head and says, ‘that I’m Santa Claus.’ The little girl cocks her head to the side the same way I do. I wonder if it’s a natural reaction or if it’s more. When she asks if I can laugh like Santa, I’m about to do it for her when Keke walks in. The next words outta her mouth floors me. This is my granddaughter and her mother Ella. God. I’ve been looking at the little vixen like I want to eat her alive. Those thoughts need to run away, but my shaft knows no better. My nostrils flare. Is that her arousal I can smell? “Grampa, where are the reindeer?” I smile at her cuteness. “Grandpa has them hidden. You can’t see Santa’s reindeer.” What do I do then, I give a full-on belly laugh like the fat jerk. Destiny giggles and kicks her legs. It’s only then do I see a cast on her arm. This makes me angry, but since I don’t know the story, I will hold it at bay. My brothers are all looking at me and Destiny. The family resemblance is spot on.
There is no denying this little girl. Which has me wondering if that’s what Darius has done. “Grizz, I don’t want to interrupt your poker night, Hi Bear. But this is very important that you and Ella talk.” “Hello, Keke, you, me and Destiny can head out front. While they talk,” Bear decrees. “Destiny sweetie, Mommy needs to talk to Grandpa. This is the first time I’m meeting him. Can you be a big girl and go with Aunt Key?” “Of course, Mommy, but since Santa is my Grampa, he owes me five years’ worth of gifts.” “Destiny, that’s not nice,” Ella says. “Grandpa owes you five years’ worth of birthday and Christmas presents. We can talk about that later sweet girl. Go with your Aunt Keke and let Mommy and Grandpa talk.” She throws herself at me and hugs me with all she can. She hops down from the table and walks right over to Bear. He bends down and picks her up. They smile at each other. “Mommy, I like Grampa’s friends. They are big bears.” Everyone laughs at that.
They walk out. Right now, I’m feeling a little tongue tied. Ella is moving from foot to foot. I need to get my head out of the gutter and talk to her. “Please have a seat. I promise I won’t bite.” I hear her mumble I hope you do. Well screw. I watch her sit down and she hugs herself. I can read her. Darius must have been her only sexual partner. I doubt he loved her, so I won’t go there. “I guess you’re wondering why I kept Destiny from you?” “No, I’m trying to figure out what my jerk kid did that has you running to me after all this time.” “Can I tell you without you threatening to take Destiny away from me, please.” When she looks up at me, she has full on tears running down her face. This breaks me. I scoop her outta the chair she’s in and place her on my lap. I hold her. My big paw covering her head. The other is holding her around the waist. Screw she smells amazing. Like apples. I hold her for a while before I pull back to look at her beautiful face.
“You can tell me anything. I will never threaten you.” She gives a slight nod. “I took Destiny to the park. There was a little boy that always picked on her. His mother was one of those women that thought she was better than everyone. Anyway, he pushed her off the monkey bars and her arm got injured. The doctor said that her elbow needs surgery. It’s very expensive. The insurance only covers so much. I have to come up with ten percent of what the insurance won’t cover. Darius told me that if I ever came to him for money, he would take her from me.” I pull her back to my chest. Holding her is keeping the rage I have towards my son at bay. He is a jerk. How can he do that? “I promise you that I will pay for everything. Screw the insurance company. I will handle it all.” “No, no you can’t do that. That’s too much.” “Young lady, I will do what I want. That’s my granddaughter. I have enough money to take care of it. Now let me ask you, where are you living at?”
“I live with my Grammy and Aunt Keke. They’ve been helping me raise Destiny.” “You get no financial assistance from Darius?” “No. He didn’t want to be listed as the father, and she couldn’t have his last name either.” Now I completely understand Soren’s warning. That little prick needs to be handled. “Since I know Keke, I would like to meet your Grammy. I want to thank her for taking care of you both. Now that’s going to be my job. I will take care of the four of you.” “Why? You don’t know nothing about me. How do you know I’m not lying to you?” I give a hearty laugh at her. She’s so cute. “I know my jerk son. Your daughter could pass off as his female twin, and I don’t detect that you’re some type of manipulator. You came to me to help you and that’s what I’m going to do. For the rest of my days the both of you will never need to worry about money again.” She wraps her arms around me and hugs me closely. “Thank you, Sir, thank you.” Oh, that ends my resolve. If there is one thing I’m weak for, is that word Sir. I know they will keep Destiny occupied until we emerge from this room. I take her chin in my hand and slam my mouth on hers. Oh, and she smooches me right back.
She holds me tighter as I pull her closer to me. I’m going to burn, but I don’t care. She tastes like apples and honey. I’m harder than steel. The little vixen wiggles on my lap, and I growl into the smooch. I do the one thing I don’t want to I pull back. “You’re mine. We are going to pause this for a while, but we will continue. Do you understand me?” “Yes, Sir.” “Good. Let’s go out there and find Destiny and everyone. We will be following you back to your place. I need to see where you live and speak to your Grammy.” She gives a nod and slides off my lap. I would normally require her to use her words, but we’re not there yet. I take the lead and head out back. The bar has been closed down. I knew that was something Bear would do since there’s a child here. “Grampa!” Destiny runs to me and jumps into my arms as I bend down for her to reach me. “Little one, Grandpa is going to help you get your arm all better. Would you like that?” Just then Bear’s phone rings.